Too much work

Yes, too much.

I never worked so hard as I did last months. I can say that I learned at professional level, my second language now is c# and I really did a  lot of things.

Also both projects that I’m working is close to the end. Finally. I can’t keep working in this rhythm, I’ll die if I do. I’m almost 30 and it is time to relax a bit. I will leave the nights without sleep to ship stuff to the younger ones. 

I’m saying that because when I was 21 I always thought about older talented guys .. “why they don’t do like me? They can conquer the world.”

No, married, with a ongoing fork, taking care of my parents. I can’t. 

Good luck younger ones, I’m here to help you too :).